For G, hoipng this isnt in loving memory..

I sit here thinking
Trying to remember its starting
Seems like jus yesterday
When all was happy and gay..

(Sounding Slap, then scream)

Your slaps and screams startle me
Your words and fights hurt me
Your hateful stares scare me
You here, have messed me.

My insides are bleeding
Literally, am in pain writhing
Shut up and look at me crying
Aint my tears to you, frustrating?

Again you slap her
Again you push him
Again I ask. Where are we?
Where are those we called us?

There’s no more smiling
No more hugging
Its cursing and swearing
Its shouting and hating!

Where did it all go wrong mama?
Put the whip down papa?
Not here when am watching
Neither in your room in hiding!

Am slowly dying
You died long before
Am surely dying
You lost hope long before.

See, I am dying
What are u doing?
My grave you are digging
Surely I am dying!!!

Help me someone
Help me anyone
Save me form their sin
Revive me again!

Mathree

Mathree
No. 23, 15 46, 106
58, no.8, 48,
24 Karen, 44, 104
All mathree for all streets.

Wherever you go
Whichever area code
One thing we know for ‘sho
Madness went up y’all.

Turning left through your rights
‘Beba beba mbao!’ anywhere is alright
‘Pande koya’ no jam, auto flight
‘Nyonga debe’ karao in sight.

With all your arts and tints
Mpaka strobes on your headlights
You drive by, mathree, blowing fright
Trying, to look like tight!

You probably heard it before
But no, it doesn’t belong to u this world
And so well too for the roads
No, you’re just the one!

You know the rules mathree
Don’t make me chomoa my bunduki
Lift my hammer, flip my whip
Stay in your goddam street!

Mathree.. this love and hate thing!